...things have been a bit strange the last few weeks. I'm back into photography, got a sall photoshoot this weekend, nothing special, just some regular pictures for some friends of my husband, but it's a start. I hope. I finally found the AF on my Canon (Yes, yes, I know, I own it almost 6 months and NOW I found it >.< I'm stupid, shoot me.). Nevermind that, I hope that I can show off some of the photos in my gallery. My husband showed it to his friend and he said it's fine, he wants to try it ^_^ Yay x3 So hopefully I will be back with some new photos soon






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Yes, I'm back again, mostly to have something set for all Subetians that I could reach somehow x3 With my Commissioning Information.


Alright. You are a Subetian? Want a Pixel CI or HA? Just tell me. I run a shop (www.subeta.net/forums/view/455…) in the boards with examples and such. The prices vary, but my I'm ALWAYS open for commissions, so just throw then on me, I want to pixel x3






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On tuesday evening my husbands brother told us, that he found our cat lying on the ground. He was hiding. He brought him to the doctor and our cat got something against his pains. All night long he screamed sometimes and at about 7 am we got the news, that he died. The night before he somehow got hurt very bad. We first thought it could have been a car accident, but now I'm not sure anymore. He looked like someone kicked him right in the back...

It makes me so damn angry! Who can be so fucking cruel to hurt an innocent little cat! I wish I could kick whoever it was as hard as he did. Argh, I can't complain about it anymore, it's just one of the worst things someone can do...









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Yeah, it's been a long while since I've been here the last time. I don't know, I had a kind of a blockade in my mind, no way to get good photos or something else... but well, I got a close up-lense for my cam, no objective yet, but it works fine. I think I could get some good shots with it ^^ And I've already made some, I just can't decide which ones I should upload and which not.

The big problem is, that I wished to have some models to shoot, but there are no good ones near by. It's annoying <.< Somehow I feel a bit fooled of all this, but maybe it's just me who stops myself, I don't know. Needed a break and maybe I still do. Mind is twisting, I can't touch my cam and just shoot like I did till now, I don't want to submit crap anymore and I can't find something to improve with...

Somehow I think my inspiration got lost, but I don't know how. There is nothing new to shoot, maybe I should wait until fall... I love these months when everything turns red and brown and orange and when the leafs lie on the ground. I want to visit my best friend in Berlin at the end of october but I still don't know if it will go like I wish. You all know the big problem, the lack of money. Somehow I have such a big hole in my heart when I think of Berlin and somehow I want to go back to my old home... I really hope that a visit there will help me find myself again and my inspiration. Some hours with ImmortalChange walking around in this city I love so much.

I talked too much, I know. But I wanted to say these things a long time. When I left Berlin something stayed, something I left there, some part of my heart. I had the happiest time of my youth there with ImmortalChange and it was always great to go around with her, or to go shopping or just, yeah, just have fun ^^ She brought me to my favorite music and to almost everything I like, I wish I could go there, take her and bring her here Yeah Maggy, be aware of my visit









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Today it arrived, my new cam <3 It's awesome! Even if it's an old Canon EOS 20D, the pictures I took today had an unbelievable sharpness! I can't wait to get a macro objective for it, but the money, the god damned money So for now I just got two pictures from today, but as I said, I am to oversatisfied with this cam you can't believe. I spent the 300€ right The only problem is the display, for it is hard to set the focus right, because the display is just about 1/4 sized of the one on my other cam, so the pictures show up very blurry, but hey, I don't mind If you like, here are my two new pictures made with my new cam



Nothing special, but it's just a 18-55mm objective, and the only model I have did not gave me permission to shoot her today, because she said she looked terrible


If you don't know what I show you now, then better hurry. These are some awesome flash movies, made with so much passion and with so much love for the details, that I could not believe it in the first place. Take a look at them if you have some minutes to spare

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And this is something short, but I really like it, because it's just totally crazy ^^

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All these movies were made by crookedsixpence sich indeed is an awesome maker. Go check out thhe rest of this unbelievable gallery













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